April 9, 2005

  • This is a random entry for christian smith...my best friend and sister.


     


    I was just reading those 3 long pages in my 8th grade yearbook. I started crying because i miss you so much. I miss not seeing you every day...and I miss having stupid fights...and stuff like that. I remember we used to try to get Zach in trouble in grammar comp with his phone. We would always go to the computer lab and do nothing...most of the time listen to music and play that game with the fish or whatever. Mrs. Dixon was so oblivious to what was going on. I remember the first time i felt bad for you...when people were calling your tarzan in 5th grade because of your hair...howd they get that? I always felt like i had to compete with you then. In 6th grade we had more tolerance for eachother. Not BEST FRIENDS...but i guess friends. It wasnt until DISNEY TRIP 7th grade that we became real friends. I remember we used to lay there trying to go to bed at night and end up keeping allie and jillie up because we were laughing. I remember how you and i spent practically 2 hours riding that little train thing in epcot with jim david. That was about the only time i could stand him. Remember how we bought all that food in the candy store in magical kingdom? we bought tons of cookies and stuff...and ate all of it. I think being best friends with cayla...and having our little group or whatever...made us really good friends. Do you remember...the outcasts??? we always got out in battleball. We had some crazy times. I remember by the end of 7th grade...we were best friends. The summer before 8th grade i remember that you and i had a fight over who was more punk or something...and i remember this one thing you said that makes me laugh everytime..."yeah well i cut 9 inches off of my hair". The whole converse thing started then...ur black slips my white lowtops. i wear those things everyday...i think its kinda like having you there with me. Remember in history how we had to color...and not get "waxy buildup"?...he was the coolest teacher...i miss him. We used to sit in the back and ALWAYS get in trouble for talking. I remember the day of the good charlotte concert...we were so excited...we got there and were all...weird...and yeah. that was stupid. then 2 days later we got on the bus at 4 in the morning to go down to the airport...i was the most hyper person on that bus and i would NOT shut up. i remember you giving me an evil look...and james wassel hitting his head on the back of the seat. i remember getting to virginia...and walking around williamsburg...looking at smelly old houses...in what it seemed like 90° weather. We went to...golden corral that night...and we hardly ate we were so hyper...and then we got in trouble for running around the fields of williamsburg and being rowdy...and setting off camera flashes. haha i remember you had to go wake nichole up the next morning...and threaten to fart on her face made her get up...after jumping on her...and crawling up the tv cabinet i believe? We watched remember the titans on the way to dc...remember i found a avril lavigne poster and scribbled on it...and stabbed it? then at mt vernon...we were in the tour with spencer...and we were bored. in dc...we walked through all the museums...didnt we ask a police officer a question that WE had to find the answer to? i think the funniest was the space museum or w/e...we got those glow in the dark lollipops. remember the pentagon mall? and buying the barbies...and then almost being late to our meeting spot...and almost having to clean off the bus as punishment. i remember we got home that night and i attacked alex for stealing one of my barbie dresses or something. that was the same night we took the leftover halloween candy and melted it in the coffee pot then put a tampon in it. i remember yelling at you for putting styrofoam in the microwave. remember the thong from vikkis? and me hiding it from the teachers in my pocket? then meeting those deathly hot guys in the food court at the trainstation. wow...they were hot...we kept walking past them until they said something...then they gave kelsey the wrong screen name or something...and we thought it was real and we were freaking out. oh yeah i remember taking the barbie on tour to the jefferson memorial...and then you and i walking around arlington...and taking those pictures at the fdr memorial...with brookie and lexie...jumping on the waterfalls...and from rock to rock. then the ride to gettysburg...wow...that was a boring ride. we stopped at some random chicken place...and it was only you me...kelsey and i think alex that were in there...and we spilled stuff all over the table...and then we got back on the bus...kelsey and spencer were playing with the barbies we bought and were making them have sex...and kelsey made them sound like cows. hahah. then gettysburg...wow the night we got there was the best part of the trip. we went swimming in our clothes...played football in the pool...tried to attack nichole with a towel...and ran through the hotel...got free cookies...played music loud...got in trouble for rowdiness...and made you look like some goth freak. remember mrs hood looking at u when she was drunk...and saying "wow you belong in the circus"...and her NOT taping our door shut. that was a crazy night. then gettysburg...do you remember nichole barfing on the table during lunch...that made me not want to eat for a lifetime ahahaha. we got into some sort of fight before we went into the baltimore aquarium...but we got over it when i showed you a magazine i got haha. then we were like amazed with the big collums of bubbles in the entrance...and we kept looking for sharks...and dolphins. wow that was fun haha. that trip was so much fun...too bad you couldnt have been on the bus ride back...i was making fun of a siren...and being REALLY stupid. i remember you got me and brooke pregnant barbies for christmas...and it was the coolest gift ever haha. then after christmas break we only had a few more weeks before i left. i remember the day i left. i left during g/c...we had kruger for a sub because mrs dixon was at the spelling bee with kelsey. mrs chandler came in and told me it was time to leave...we said our goodbyes...and i left...and then i briefly came back and i think you ran into the hall???...i broke down and cried so hard once i got into the car. i felt like i was making the biggest mistake of my life...which i did. i remember graduation...and the night after. sneaking out and running to spencers house...walking at first...then hearing things and running. looking in his window then watching him walk to his room...where we started throwing rocks at his window...he came down and we sat out there in the cold...talking about chocolate condoms that melted....and random perverted stuff...and then us calling pat to come out...and walking on the golf course...scaring kellys dog. and then almost stepping in dog shit trying to get into the house to get something. then falling asleep on the hammock and finally going back to your house at 4:30...2 hours before we had to get up. eisel woke us up that morning by calling your phone...and we were so tired in the car...we were late too. we got into a huge fight because i didnt hang out with you or w/e and i ditched you for that guy...and told you he was my cousin so i wouldnt get in trouble with my then bf. then at brookies party...we were so freaking hyper...and we had a big...FIGHT with brookie and made her cry...remember we wrote in the skanks guestbook telling her she was a hoe and everything. (not brooke lol). that was the LAST TIME WE SAW EACHOTHER. i cant believe its been that long! i miss you sooooooooooooooooo much chrissypoo! i cant wait until this summer...it is going to be the best trip(s) weve ever taken...because you know us...when were on vacation...we get in major trouble! hahaha. you are more than a best friend to me...you are more like a sister...we know so much about eachother...not number wise but mind wise. we know how the other thinks...i see something i like...and i think about what you would say. i guess its because were so much alike...and so different too. youve seriously always been there for me...even if i wanna bitch and complain youre always there to listen and guide me. i remember that time you did that thing on your wrist and leg...and i cried so hard. i sat there with tears in my eyes after morning meeting...because i couldnt believe it. i think thats really when we started to be there for eachother. thanks for that. thanks for always being kind and helpful to me. love you like a sister...for real.


     


    <3333 Furdie

Comments (23)

  • hey leigh,

    i am sorry and i dont want you to be mad at me. please post back.

    annie

  • lol that sux.....im suprised i didnt see you down there.....and all my friends went down to pc......

  • leigh i started crying there, you are so amazing and i love you for so many reasons, no1 will ever to be able to understand how we feel about each other or the things we say and do, i miss you more than you will ever know and i hate not being able to see you everyday! i will always cherish those memories and the ones to come! im sure if i went and read my yearbook right now i would start balling even more!!! i seriously thought about what i said for a long time and it took me over 4 or 5 days to write all of that in your yearbook and you know how big i write and that was some small ass writing!! sometimes i just sit there and wonder what my life would be like if we went to the same school still and hung out every single day!! i love my new friends and they are great people but you know that no1 will ever take your spot and will have the same place in my heart that i have for you!! i will admit i hate all of your friends there and im extremely jealous because they get to see you everyday and get to hang out with you! i love you dearly and you will always be my best friend no matter what!!

  • hhaha they were giving those away in st. augustine or pc?

  • listen, there's not much more that i can say. i screwed up. i said things that did not make sense! and i am truely sorry. please forgive me, u have every right to be mad but i want us to get along. i wish you could forgive me for saying stuff i didnt mean. it hurts so bad to have someone be mad at you for making a mistake. do u make mistakes? i am sorry. i am sorry. i am sorry. i am sorry. what more do u want?

  • can i be wrong sometimes leigh? i am sorry i am human. i have flaws! i am sorry.  i did something stupid ok? am sorry i judged you. please read what i am saying. come on leigh, you know that i sometimes say stuff i dont mean. i want us to be friends and i dont want this to effect us. i KNOW i was WRONG. ok???? just give me a chance to show you I SCREWED UP!!!!!!

  • haha thats crazy....when did you get back?

  • it sucked cuz i had to come back wed for baseball....and we didnt even practice cuz it rained....we were sooo mad

  • nm tryin to make plans for tonight

  • yeah it sucked.....but it was still fun

  • woww that is a LONG ASS entry.. you could make it a fucking book lol ok im done

  • haha yeah that sux you had a bad time....when do you get out for summer break?

  • yeah same....do you have any plans for that summer?

  • haha that sounds like a busy summer....im not really sure about my summer....alot of baseball...and alot of the beach.....haha idk

  • lol yeah last september i broke my tibia and fibula...compound break...it was pretty bad......yeah the beach is the best place in the world

  • yeah it sucked....it didnt even have a cast....it was something called an external fixator.....where pins are sticking out of your legg,,,...haha sorry....but it was pretty gross.....haha yeah i guess it does depend on where you go

  • lol yeah i would love tou be a docttor or a lawyer but the fact of going back to school for 8-15 yeears doesnt make sense to me

  • Ya me and my dad all ways go to the Homeopener together. It is lots of fun! Anyway i am glad that they won, right back some time!

    tyler-

  • Sorry to hear that! I have caught a homerun ball. Chipper Jones caught it! it was awesome! I HAVE CAUGHT  a couple balls during batting pratice

    -tyler-

  • damn x ten ohh what now

  • That is tooo much for a house. But that is cool that he lives down the street from you. I did live really close to Chipper but then he moved over to Woodstock. oh well .... its really early in da morning so nite-nite

    -Tyler-

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